i can say nothing else but
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
CCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC
KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

many things are circulating round my mind.
i just don't know what's going on, sigh,
the only thing feel like doing now, is to spend one peaceful night in the beach, and hopefully nobody's there, so that i can scream my lungs out!
FUUCKK!!!
sighh!!!